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If ever you had said to me before

That I would live this life that I am

Living now I guess it's all so strange

To feel the way I do inside but

Have so much that I could feel some

Pride for in my life so why is it that

I feel like this



How do I feel? I've been here before,

I've felt this

Retreat to a place, a place within me

I need this. Keep it all down, bottled inside

It breaks me to torment again and 

Torture me like it used to



I try and try to break away from all the hate

I'm feeling for everyone of you that's ever

Done me wrong. I need to justify the reasons

For the way I'm living. I guess I can't cause

I don't feel like I deserve it



So now the waves they have subsided

And my soul is bleeding I can't take away

The shame I feel, forgive me