Disintegration   





oh i miss the kiss of treachery the shameless 

kiss of vanity the soft and the black and the 

velvety up tight against the side of me and 

mouth and eyes and heart all bleed and run in 

thickening streams of greed as bit by bit it 

starts the need to just let go my party piece 

 

oh i miss the kiss of treachery the aching kiss 

before i feed the stench of a love for a younger 

meat and the sound that it makes when it cuts 

in deep the holding up on bended knees the 

addiction of duplicities as bit by bit it starts 

the need to just let go my party piece 

 

but i never said i would stay to the end so i 

leave you with babies and hoping for frequency 

screaming like this in the hope of the secrecy 

screaming me over and over and over i leave 

you with photographs pictures of trickery 

stains on the carpet and stains on the scenery 

songs about happiness murmured in dreams 

when we both us knew how the ending would 

be... 

 

so it's all come back round to breaking apart 

again breking apart like i'm made up of glass 

again making it up behind my back again 

holding my breath for the fear of sleep again 

holding it up behind my head again cut in deep 

to the heart of the bone again round and round 

and round and it's coming apart again over and 

over and over 

 

now that i know that i'm breaking to pieces i'll 

pull out my heart and i'll feed it to anyone 

crying for sympathy crocodile cry for the love 

of the crowd and the three cheers from 

everyone dropping through sky through the 

glass of the roof through the roof of your mouth 

through the mouth of your eye through the eye 

of the needle it's easier for me to get closer to 

heaven than ever feel whole again 

 

i never said i would stay to the end i knew i 

would leave you with babies and everything 

screaming like this in the hole of sincerity 

screaming me over and over and over i leave 

you with photographs pictues of trickery 

stains on the carpet and stains on the memory 

songs about 

happiness murmured in dreams when we both 

of us knew how the end always is... 

 

how the end always is...